Imagine
a perfect world, a world where there are no conflicts and your life
is planned out for you from basically the moment you are born, from
who most of your friends are, to who you will marry and how many kids
you will have. You don't have to worry about anger or strife, but you
also don't get
to worry about Love or happiness. In this “perfect” world, Love
does not exist, Love is stapled as a disease. It, along with every
other emotion you have ever felt, gets ripped out of you when you
turn 18, and you never have to worry about them again. In the novel
“Pandemonium” by Lauren Oliver, it shows us a version of the
world where these things are true, a world where everyone is
convinced that Love is a terrible disease, one that will indefinitely
and undeniably Kill
if
not removed swiftly, but Lena Morgan Jones, the main character in
this novel, does not believe that for a minute. After resisting to be
cured, she is thrust into the Wilds, a Free-Zone in between Cured
cities, where she learns that there are others like her who are
un-Cured and becomes a new, more resilient person.
Quotes:
Now
“This is the world we live in, a world where
happiness and order, a world without Love. A world where children
crack their heads on fire places and nearly gnaw off their tongues,
and their parents are concerned, not heart-broken, frantic,
desperate. Concerned, as they are when you fail mathematics, as they
are when they're late to pay their taxes” Pg 55. After the cure,
people lose all emotions, so they can no longer care for their
children as they should, so most children may have deathly illnesses
or fatal injury's and the parents still won't feel much for them.
“Droplets, droplets: we are all identical drips and
drops of people, hovering, waiting to be tipped, waiting for someone
to show us the was, to pour us down a path” pg 56. After the cure,
everyone becomes a version of the same person, and everything blends
into a sort of sameness, a gray blur that moves through the day. Lena
cannot stand any of this, but must force herself to blend in with
them, to become on with the sameness that everyone else has bled
into.
Then
“I
am not born all at once, the new Lena. Step by step – and then,
inch by inch. Crawling, insides curled into dust, mouth full of the
taste of smoke. Fingernail by fingernail, like a worm. That is how
she comes into the world, the new Lena. When
I can no longer go forward, even by an inch, I lay my head on the
ground and wait to die [...] I am already at my funeral [...] I am in
a black tunnel filled with mist, and I am not afraid” pg 6 Lena
becomes an new person when she enters the wild, she is born into a
new Lena, a new life, a completely different person from the Lena
that was, the one on the other side of the Cured fence.
“Hard
to find glass around here” she says when I raise my eyebrow at the
soup can, and then adds “Bombs.” She says it as though she's in
as grocery store and saying Grapefruit,
as
though it's the most everyday thing in the world. Pg 19 The bombings
of the Wilds happened when the Cured's decided they needed to rid
themselves of any who opposed them and all those whom were still
infected with the Amor
Deliria
nervosa. Described
as “the cleansing fire” by the Cured's.
“you
might as well get used to it now” she says with quiet intensity.
“Everything you were, the life you had, the people you knew . . .
Dust” she shakes her head and says, a little more firmly, “There
is no before. There is only now, and what comes next.” Pg 21 Lena
has to learn to forget everything that was her old life, and all of
the people she knew, it's a hard thing for her to do, but she decides
it's for the best. That way she can no longer hurt when remembering
them. If she can't remember, she can't hurt anymore.
- Daniel
Hatenboer
Wahoooo!
ReplyDeleteI was instantly pulled into your character sketch- powerful writing sir!